Are You Serious

     Are you seriously going to let our friendship crumble? Are you seriously going to pretend that we weren't togethe?. Are you seriously trying to demolish my dreams and self-esteem? I'm not going to let you steal my joy. I wonder do you do all the people you meet that tries to get to get to know you like that. I wanted you to be my best friend, my companion, my hero, and my prince charming, but what do you do. You turn into the frog, you fall into the hands of evil, you become my enemy, you become hated. The relationship wasn't on good terms anyway, but I thought we was going to make it work, but it OK. I'm cool now.

What Should I Do

     What should I do when you loose half of your closest friends to pure ignorance. They didn't text or talk to me ,and I didn't text or talk to them. I have only seen them three times since graduation. The last time I saw them was this past Friday at my old high schools game. They all spoke of course and I spoke back and continued what ever I was doing. I couldn't hold a conversation with them. It definitely would of been fake if I even would of considered a topic of discussion.
     It hurt me to my soul the way they literally abandoned the rest of us. I have just let go all of my ties from them. I deleted all of their phone numbers and removed them from my sibling list on Facebook. I was quiet teed to what actions they took to allow it to have come to this. My standard is very high and they train of thought that they have have faded into the dark. I guess I am growing up and realizing the change in every ones behavior.

Sweaters and Boots

     Fall is approaching and you know what that means, sweaters and boots all day. I'm not talking about the stuffy flat boots made out of the boring material I'm talking about the soft comfy ones, like Uggs. Boots are always an essential to every ones Fall wardrobe. Sneakers cant keep you ankles and feet warm at the same time. Boots are so easy to slide on and they will stay put all day, if you know how to wear them. Boots will be on sale during the beginning of summer, so catch them while you can. Another essential for Fall is definitely sweaters.
     Sweaters are warm and cozy. A standard t-shirt with a jacket will not warm you up. A solid sweater is the best thing to buy. One, it makes matching very easy. A gray fitted sweater would go great with jeans, for school of course, and a pair of black slacks, for church. Sweater are always the rage of Fall. The Santa Claus sweater are only good for two days, Christmas Eve and Christmas. Leave Santa alone when you are going out for coffee with you friends on like December 12th. Sweaters with tasteful glitter is always acceptable and the big bulky sweater looks is always comfortable.
     Fall's two essentials are always hands down Sweaters and Boots. They are both warm and comfortable. The other accessories to Fall are left up to the professionals. Sweaters and Boots are cheap and convenient. So go out and find a beautiful sweater and a wonderful favorite pair of boots and enjoy your Fall.

My Emotional Truth

     Music has been around for ages. From Classical to Jazz, Jazz to Soul, Soul to Gospel. All has impacted the life of others. I, myself is stickler for Gospel and Soul. That's where I receive my motivation and relaxation. I have one all time favorite song. It kind of old bur I love it very much. Something about the Name Jesus by Franklin and his crew really gets my spirit roiled up. I listen to words with content.
     The beginning of the song has the lead singer's emotional testimony is in the with the chorus as they began the song. The Chorus says: oh, how I love the name Jesus, which to me hits right home. I was raised in a highly Christian Family that puts God first in everything. Going to church every Sunday, being a choir member and a praise dancer. I could really relate to this stanza. I could tell God how much I love him even if I had ten thousand tongues because he has done a lot for my family and friends. Then the chorus repeats and says: This is the sweetest name I know. My spirit is up the eyes are watering, and the soul is at peace.
     The verses are like clouds in a sky. They move straight to the heart of understanding. A piece of the beginning testimony says: its just like fire shut up in my bones. When its like fire you feel like nothing could take your joy like nothing would intrude, like the world is not troubled, your personal problems are relieved and everything is going your way.
This song is real. This song makes me rekindle my love for Jesus when I notice myself fading from his site. I know he is always here for us ,but we have to be with him as he is with us.

Changes for the Best

    I feel my self growing up. I dislike the idea of ignorance, I ignore the acts of stupidity, and expect more out of life. I have just recently let loose a few people in my life because of their choices of change. I want to be successful and the best at everything I do. I don't want trash holding me back. I needed friends with the same ambitions as me. I don't need friends that are party animals and hold names that attract guys in the wrong way. I hold myself to a standard, the way my grandmother thought me. I am being the real me. I only have two real friends and they went out of the city to school. I am the only one in my city ,but I am still doing me. Change is good for the soul. When you change and you notice the ridiculousness that was in front of you the whole time you would know what the business is. As far as people if they don't accept your change, if they don't stand behind you, if they don't be real to you, leave them be. God is the only Judge.

Homework

On Thursday, My Poli-Sci teacher fussed at us basically because we no one ever read. I decided to read this weekend not knowing my lame parents were planning a family weekend. I feel so bad. Its like I'm neglecting my school work. So I plan on staying up until like 5 reading everything for all of my classes because I have a goal to be on the Dean's List every semester until graduation. Schooling is my passion. I'm not good in sports and I don't have any real talents playing the clarinet. I am striving for success and I think my hardest class right now is Poli-Sci and English. Poli-Sci because we have like a hundred pages to read like every week and English because my writing is comma and word usage needs improvement gravely.  So my Blogger Fam please pray for me. I'm making a change for the best education is my number one priority.

My Top 3 Discourse Communities

   The idea of discourse communities is actually rejuvenating. I haven't thought about how diverse my personality is ,and how it correlates with the person or group to whom I am holding a conversation with. Surroundings are a very huge part of the idea of discourse communities. Every Sunday my mom wakes the house to for church. While at church I could hold a very influential conversation with the pastor, first lady, or even the first mother. If I had to choose within the long list of discourse communities I am a part of ,then it would definitely be: family talk, girl talk, and flirt. I can talk a lot ,and listen better.
   Family talk is a very solid language to which I hold at the top of the hierarchy. My family is all I have. I could talk to my mom about everything and give advise to my younger siblings and cousins. Just recently I was getting on to my younger sister about her study habits, she is a senior in high school this year, how she should buckle down and start being serious about work if she wants to be exempt from her finals. She understood the language of both support and sibling. My family is my sunshine in the morning. They are my true love for eternity. I have to sit and talk with them. We could discuss everything from immediate family issues to sibling rivalry. I have an aunt that is the family comedian. She could make anyone laugh until their stomach hurts. Family talk is very amusing to me.
   Girl talk in my opinion is the best therapy ever. Its some things you just can't talk to your family or siblings about. I have two best friends ever. One attends the University of Alabama and is majoring in Pre-Law just as I am majoring in Political Science ,and the other is an AuburmTiger majoring in Biology. Our senior year in high school together was full of its ups and downs. We were amongst a large group of friends, it was about six of us. We were like a power house that stood even when the enemy tried to knock us down. Where you saw one you saw the other five. One day in the mall I remember a wise woman warning all six of us about the after "graduation syndrome". The idea that friends would become foe within that hour in a half ceremony, seemed unrealistic at the time. We caught it first hand like Swine Flu. I couldn't imagine it being as contagious as it was throughout the entire senior class. They are all that I have now oppose to the other three. This has made us a lot closer. My phone bill ,as my mother complains ,is record for our friendship. We could talk about the past without getting frustrated now, we could pray, we laugh, talk about boys, family, college, and even sex. We are real with each other. They are like my two sister from another mother.
   Flirt talk is the most sarcastic talk of it all. I use ,being overly sarcastic, to flirt and to get him laughing. I love to make people laugh because that same laughter would stay with them. Every moment he thinks of my remark he would remember me. I've made multiple lasting impressions from my sarcasm. Being attractive, to me, is not enough it has to be some type of humor involved in the transition. I like having fun and lmao, and lol. I enjoy those. Flirt talk could turn in to serious talk ,but when it gets to serious I try to mosey that sarcasm back. Being a fun, loving, humble female is what real guys would want. I can't speak for the others who are attracted to the plastic and the outlandishly loud. I know who I am and what I have to offer.
   In conclusion the people to whom I am having a conversation with determines my language. Family talk, Girl talk, and Flirt talk are my hobbies and I enjoy every minute of it. The best advice ,if need, that I would give to anyone who really had trouble with this prompt is to look within yourself. Sort out your hobbies, your favorite people, your favorite place, and come to your senses. Enjoy life, its what you make it.