Thursday, September 30, 2010

My Oct.1-3 weekend

     My schedule is completely full. On Friday morning I plan on dropping off my sister and two cousins off at school then going running as usual. Go back home and head out to AUM with my student group for my Poli-Sci class. The at 11:46 be in the library tower for Yoga ,I love Yoga. Then I will proceed to the salon to get my hair done. I have no clue to how I'm going to get my hair done yet. Then I will be headed to pick my cousin and sister from school and then my go to my practice. Then the gym and theatre assignment will intertwine.
   Saturday is Praise Dance practice at 10 then study, study, study. Sunday is my partially off day. The only thing I have to do is go to church and then study some more. School is my life and I have to succeed..

Happy To Be Here

     I am very happy to be a Senator. I heard many wonderful things before applying to AUM. I knew when I went to orientation and was exposed to the atmosphere that this was the place to be. This was my college of choice. I really enjoy how organized and clean AUM is ,I like the quality education they provide, and I like the small class sizes. AUM is my college ,and I love it. I'm a Freshman Senator.. Yay!!

Yes or No.. Why or Why Not

     It was heart drenching to the way the college student from Rutgers University died. He had dreams just as the rest of college students. Was killing his self a bit extreme or was it his last result of being bullied throughout his life.
    A lot of stereotypical people would point the homosexual finger toward his decision of ending his life. In reality, I think him being the topic of conversation throughout the campus for that uncensored video of him having sexual intercourse with a person of the same sex broke his heart more. The fact that the video was posted by someone as close as your own roommate is terrifying in itself. Are people as humble as they seem?
     The roommate didn't realize the trauma he and his accompanist placed on this young soul. He could of been self conscience about his sexuality, he could of grew up in a house where homosexuality was not excepted, or he could of been under pressure to be someone other than himself. The roommates are considered predators in my book. Video taking a roommate having sex is horrific and posting it on Facebook. Facebook was a tad bit on the extreme.
    The charges that should be against the roommate and his accompanist should only be an invasion of privacy, that about it. The charge if suicide is exactly what is suicide the student inflicted in on himself.
    I hope the family and government deal with this situation correctly.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Not Really the Best

      I really don't feel to well today. My stomach hurts and I am sleepy. It feeling like near 60 degrees in this class is not making me feel any better. I had a wonderful morning thus far I just dont understand whats wrong with me now. As I yawn and my eyes become watery I began to get lazy. I slept trendicously goods and want to return. If i I put my head down then it will be all over. The game has ended and I will be knocked out for hours. I have to push on, I have a break for an hour and 35 minutes , and then the last class of the day.

Blind Side

    The movie Blind Side released in late November of 2009 is the most inspirational, heart throbbing, tear eyed movie I have ever seen. The Blind Side set aside the all the boundaries and the mixed emotions of the main characters. The movies displaces the human good in people. It shows everyone have the mind in their hearts to help others.
     In the movie the main character is raised in an impoverished neighborhood with no support system and lack of education. He lived with a friend who pulled some stings to get him into a very nice private school. He was so impoverished he use to eat the trash that was left on the bleachers after the sports games. He was discovered by a wife of 2. The daughter was a cheerleader and the son was young about 10-12. The son labeled him as his brother. He started playing football and proceeded to get scouted for college.
     The over all movie is magnificent inspiration for the well off to help support, not saying fully take a random child in, but to help design community service projects to help. Kids in poverty did decide to be there, they were placed there, and they need just as much help and attention just as other children.
     Just recently a Teacher Forum entitled Education Nation discussed the subject of impoverished kids needing an education just as bad as the well off kids. If they don't the statistic will increase and America would be failing the children of today. We need to educate as many kids as we could and including the impoverished. They want to be something in life just as the other kids.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Home Schooling Yay or Nay?

     Personally I wasn't home schooled because my parents worked everyday all day so no one would of had time to pay attention to me. My parents are over all traditional. They just some what went alone with their childhood standards. The only stretch they had to deal with was the private school spectrum.
     They were raised in a big community where everyone knew everybody. They weren't overly poor or overly wealthy ,but their parents worked hard for them to have anything they asked for. They graduated from the same public high school.
     My mom use to tell my stories of the Saint Jude Kids and how they all look fantasy compared to them and how they were looked upon as better than them. She told me in the midst of that conversation that she wanted to go to Saint Jude so bad. She made it her goal to send her kids to a private school. So the idea of private school was a bit fuzzy for my parents, so I know home schooling would definitely be out of the question.
     My personal intake on home school is something I can throw into the category of free will. Its what the parents feel are best for the child. Me personality, thinking back on the experiences that Ive encountered throughout my school years I would be so behind in common life. I wouldn't know what type of music is out in the world, I would be like uptight in a closet or something. The word Home to me is where I chill and have my me time, not where I learn. I feel like I would be lonely and start talking to myself. I wouldn't have any friends to go out with or text. Home School is a straddler for me. I wouldn't do it myself. If you are comfortable do as you please.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Foreal?

     I couldn't believe what I saw on his Facebook page Sunday night. I was highly teed off because I thought we were going to have a relapse of our relationship. I guess I was wrong ,but you know what life goes on. If everything is against your relationship you weren't meant to be together anyway. I changed my self to accommodate him ,but I'm done. My head is on right and I know what to look for in a relationship now.
I am about to enjoy my single life and focus on my school work. I think I have the tendency to over think everything and I have to learn to let somethings go.