Habit

     I have a habit of doing everything my way. I really need to stop and take note. I don't like when random people tell me what to do. I do what choice people in family and teachers tell me to do, but other than that I don't care. Ive instilled in myself from past experiences that people take kindness for weakness ,and that those people will never catch me off guard again. I have a shield and a fear of being used. Ive dismissed so many because of the fear of being used. I was ultimately right and proud I listened to my instinct. I am a nice person and wouldn't mind helping other people. I just don't want to feel stupid about the situation. I would help people and I want them to help me in return if need it.